UPDATE !

Shot With My Rifle chap 2

RnR !
XD

XDD

^^

Reika Rozen

☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★

''REIKA ROZEN'' → ¨SHINKU¨
''reika'' is just a doll
''reika'' is a rozen maiden doll

≈ long curly yellow hair
≈ blue eyes
≈ red gown
≈ red-green bandana
≈ black shoes with roses
≈ cool aura
≈ living rozen maiden doll

≥ sister of suigintou (maya irreal) and suiseiseki (neko nanami)

''reika'' means ˇlovely flowerˇ

ˉ ex-master : SEBASTIAN MICHAELIS a.k.a Pii-chan 『real name wa himitsu』
ˉ new master : HANA TSUBAKI

÷ loyal servant :
⒈ Ann Crane
⒉ Lionar Sutcliffe
⒊ Erune Lavier

¨Reika¨ is a rozen maiden doll who was made by Sebastian [Pii] ..
then Sebastian made her from an alive girl , half of century ago .
Reika loves Sebastian , ALWAYS , but then Sebastian had another woman to be loved .
Reika was alone for a long time , then she met ˇHana Tsubakiˇ who then be her new master .
Actually , Reika still loves Sebastian and waits him to be back again , ALWAYS .

『マスター 、だいじょうぶ だよ 。。。れいか は マスター が まつ でしょ ♥
いつか まで 。。。』

☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★

can I Have This Dance

[Gabriella)
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close, and take one step
Keep your eyes locked to mine
And let the music be your guide
(Troy and Gabriella)
Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me)
That you'll never forget
We'll keep dancing (To keep dancing)
Wherever we go next

(Troy and Gabriella)
It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding, someone like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

(Troy)
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn, will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all
And you can't keep us apart (Even a 1,000 miles can't keep us apart)
'Cuz my heart is wherever you are (Because my heart is wherever you are)

(Troy and Gabriella)
It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding, someone like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

(Gabriella)
Ooooooh!
No mountains to high enough
(Troy and Gabriella)
Ocean's too wide
'Cuz together or not, Our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be
(Gabriella) Awww!

(Troy and Gabriella)
It's like catching lightning
The chances of of finding, someone like you (Oooh like you)
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way we do (The way we do)
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance? (This dance)
Can I have this dance?

Gotta Go My Own Way

Gabriella
I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

Gabriella
What about trust?

Troy
You know I never wanted to hurt you

Gabriella
And what about me?

Troy
What am I supposed to do?

Gabriella
I gotta leave

Troy and Gabriella
but ill miss you

Gabriella
So I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
Why do you have to go?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place
in this world someday
but at least for now

Troy
I want you to stay

Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

Troy
What about us?

Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

Troy
I'm trying to understand

Gabriella
We might find our place in this
world someday
but at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

hahaha XD

yea , i know .
i LOVE him , INDEED

weird , is it ?
loving someone who never expected .
loving someone CLOSE to u !!

GYAAAAAAAAA !!!! ~~




―and i miss u
and i need u
and now i wonder

if i could fall into the sky
u know the time would pass me by
'cause u know i'll walk a thousand miles
if i could just see u
tonight―

Kinjirareta Asobi-The Forbidden Game

Kinjirareta Asobi
The Forbidden Game

Description: Opening Song

Lyrics: Takarano Arika
Music: Katakura Mikiya
Performed by: ALI PROJECT



bara no kubiwa tsunagete gin no kusari kuwaete
koyoi mo hitori hateru anata ga nikurashii
hizamazuite onameyo nigai ai no shizuku wo
tenshi ni hodokosu aoi DORESA-JYU



Put on the collar of roses, and bite upon the silver chain
Another one will die tonight--you are despicable
Kneel down and lick the bitter drops of love
A blue dressage* performed for the Angels

jibun to iu hitsugi no naka kokoro wa mata ugoiteru
chigireta hane wa gekkou ni ikikaeri urumu wa
yami yori mo kowai no wa kodoku
futari no akashi jyuujika no moto de musabori mashou



Within the casket called Myself, my soul yet moves
Torn wings revive in the moonlight and grow wet
More than darkness solitude is to be feared
Under the Cross, let us indulge in the proof of our union

bara no tejou hazushite shiroi tekubi kasanete
fureau koto no kiseki anata ga itooshii
hizamazuite sasageyo itai ai no kotoba wa
GA-ZE ni nijinda akai ARABESUKU



Taking off the rose handcuffs, and holding each others Ewhite wrists
It is the miracle of our embrace--you are beloved
Kneel down and offer the painful words of love
A red arabesque* soaking the bandages*

tsumidemo ii suki to itte kindan no kuchibiru wo



Even if it's a sin, say that you love me with your forbidden lips

sekai wa sobietatsu oshiro GE-TO wo akeru no wa kami
sonna fuuni michibiki tsuzukete soshite watashi no me wo
fusaidara dareyori yasashiku
namae wo yonde sonotoki shiru desho eien no imi wo



The World is a looming castle, its gates opened by God
In that way I will lead you, and if you fill up my eyes
More gently than anyone call out my name
When that happens you will know the meaning of eternity

bara no yubiwa majiete kawa no RIBON musunde
kagami no ma no butoukai subete ga kuruoshii
mayoikonde satoreyo meguru ai no rekishi wo
namida de kazarou kuroi MARIA-JYU



Cross the rose rings and tie the leather ribbon
It's a ball held in the Room of Mirrors--everything is maddening
Go astray and be enlightened in the history of turning love
A black marriage decorated with tears

uso de wa iya suki to itte jyunketsu no kuchibiru de



I hate lies--tell me you love me with chaste lips

bara no kubiwa tsunagete gin no kusari kuwaete
koyoi mo hitori hateru anata ga nikurashii
hizamazuite onameyo nigai ai no shizuku wo
tenshi ni hodokosu aoi DORESA-JYU



Put on the collar of roses, and bite upon the silver chain
Another one will die tonight--you are despicable
Kneel down and lick the bitter drops of love
A blue dressage performed for the Angels

bara no tejou hazushite shiroi tekubi kasanete
fureau koto no kiseki anata ga itooshii
hizamazuite sasageyo itai ai no kotoba wa
GA-ZE ni nijinda akai ARABESUKU



Taking off the rose handcuffs, and holding each others Ewhite wrists
It is the miracle of our embrace--you are beloved
Kneel down and offer the painful words of love
A red arabesque soaking the bandages

kokoro kara suki to iu wa kegare naki kuchizuke wo



Say that you truly love me with a pure kiss!

~ el enma ~

just me [again]

HIIIIII !!!!
it's me again , EL ENMA !!!
hmmmm ~~
long time not posting in this blog !!
fufufufu ~~
well , there were many problems happened to me , and i'm the one who caused it !!
:P

well , enough !!
i know that we shouldn't tell everything online !!

XDD

♥ エル えんま ♥

fanfic : I Just Want U By My Side 10

Title : I Just Want U by My Side

Chapter : 10 of sekian~

Genre : Drama , Romantic

Rating : T

Author : Reika El Enma Ai

Cast :
Aiichi
Ichimoku Ren
Ai-chan
Hone
Madara
n many more ~
:D

Pairing : AiichiXRen, Ai-chanXMadara

Disclaimer : Miyuki Eto
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Cukup lama juga aku terlambat, bahkan termasuk sangat terlambat. Seorang Shirayama Aiichi tidak pernah terlambat seperti ini. Benar-benar memalukan.

Ketika akhirnya aku menginjakkan kaki di lapisan hijau di taman sekolah, arloji mungil yang melingkari pergelangan tanganku menunjukkan keterlambatanku yang sudah di luar batas toleransi. Di mana Ren? Mataku berusaha mencari-cari sosok Ren di bentangan luas bernaungkan pepohonan itu.

Srek!

Terdengar bunyi berkeresek di belakangku. Spontan kuputar tubuhku dan melihat siapa yang ada di sana. Aku membeku sepersekian detik kemudian.

Segerombolan cowok yang kuketahui adalah teman-teman Ren di klub kendonya. Kelihatannya mereka sedang setengah mabuk, hei! Kenapa mereka berjalan ke arahku?

Tanpa sadar kedua kakiku membawaku ke belakang, mundur beberapa langkah hingga kurasakan punggungku beradu dengan sesuatu. Kepalaku berpaling, berusaha mencari tahu apa yang baru saja bertumbukan dengan punggungku. Mataku langsung melebar ketika mendapatkan jawaban atas 'sesuatu' itu.

"Hei, apa yang sedang kau lakukan di sini, gadis manis?" Cowok yang beradu dengan punggungku menyapa dengan sok manis. Keningku berkernyit. Mau apa dia?

"Jangan malu-malu begitu. Dari tadi kau terlihat sendirian, apa mau menemani kami bermain-main sebentar?"

Kurasa mereka tidak mengenali siapa diriku yang sebenarnya. Lucu. Betapa make-up dapat mengubah penampilan seseorang menjadi sosok yang lain.

"Ayolah, jangan diam begitu saja. Di sini begitu panas..." Salah seorang dari cowok itu menampilkan kilatan jahil di matanya. "Aku tahu tempat yang asyik. Bagaimana?"

Kini sebelah tangannya melingkari bahuku, yang berusaha kutepis tapi tetap melekat erat.

"Aku... tidak mau."

Kata-kata itu kubiarkan melompat keluar dari pita suaraku, dan hal itu sepertinya membuat cowok-cowok itu kaget. Mereka menatapku seolah aku itu gila.

"Kau sendirian kan?" Cowok berambut biru jabrik itu menarik tanganku.

Aku menggeleng cepat. "Aku menunggu pacarku."

"Kenapa tidak kau tinggalkan saja dia dan bermain dengan kami?"

"Sudah kubilang, AKU MENUNGGU ICHIMOKU REN!!!" Lepas kontrol, aku berteriak sedemikian kerasnya. Cowok-cowok itu menatapku dengan tatapan aneh, sebelum salah satu dari mereka tumbang bersamaan dengan terdengarnya bunyi hantaman.

"Kau tidak dengar? Ia menunggu AKU."

Suara itu...

Siluet itu...

Helai-helai rambutnya...

"Ren!" Aku bergegas menghampiri Ren, sebelum ia merobohkan orang lain lagi. Ren berbalik dan tersenyum.

"Komplotanku menyusahkanmu, Aiichi?"

"B-bos..." Salah seorang dari cowok-cowok itu tergagap melihat Ren. Ren balas memberikan death glare padanya.

"Berani sekali kalian mengganggu pacarku! Kutegaskan ya, SHIRAYAMA AIICHI INI PACARKU!! Tak kuizinkan seorangpun mengganggunya!"

Pipiku langsung memerah mendengar kata-kata Ren barusan. Terdengar kekanakan memang, seolah aku ini hewan sihir langka yang perlu dilindungi. Tapi aku suka itu.

"A-Aiichi?" Terdengar suara-suara kaget dari hadapan Ren. "Maksud bos, cewek itu si kutu buku Shirayama Aiichi???"

Terdengar bunyi hantaman lagi, kemudian disusul oleh erangan kesakitan.

"Tak ada seorangpun yang boleh mengatakan hal buruk tentang Aiichi! Sekalipun itu kalian, sobat..." Ekspresi Ren berubah menjadi ekspresi ketua Mafia. Tangannya diremas-remas sehingga menimbulkan bunyi 'kretek-kretek' yang cukup keras. "Ah ya, belum lama ini aku baru bergabung dengan sebuah doujou karate. Apa kalian ingin merasakan jurus baruku?"

"Ti-tidaaaaakkkk!!! Ampun bos!" Gerombolan laki-laki setengah mabuk itu lari tunggang-langgang, takut akan ancaman Ren.

"Selesai juga. Dasar teman-teman yang merepotkan!" Ren menghela nafas dan merapikan pakaiannya sebelum berpaling ke arahku. "Kau tidak apa-apa,
Aiichi?"

Otot-ototku berkontraksi dan menghasilkan sebuah gelengan yang kaku. Tubuhku mulai gemetar. Seandainya Ren tadi tidak segera datang, aku pasti...

"Kau terlambat." Kata-kata Ren memutus lamunanku. Aku tersentak dan mendongak, menatap matanya selama setengah detik, kemudian menunduk.

"Maaf..."

Ren tidak berkata apa-apa, ia hanya memelukku. Sesuatu yang hangat menyentuh kulit pipiku. Air mata! Ternyata aku menangis...

"Terima kasih, Ren. Kalau tadi kau tidak ada, aku―" Ibu jari Ren membungkam mulutku. Mataku kini bertatapan dengan mata biru gelapnya, membuat jantungku berdetak sepuluh kali lebih cepat.

"Sudahlah, sekarang kita berdua telah bersama. Bagaimana kalau kita mulai petualangan kita di taman ria, Tuan Putri?" Ren mengulurkan telapak tangan kanannya, siap untuk menggandengku. Kuletakkan tanganku di atas tangannya.

"Tentu..."
==================>to be continued

story © el enma

there's an old frog , the age of it was more than 300 years old . the frog was happy , he lived in a lake , a clear one with lotuses floated on it . every single day , the frog sang with its croaked voice . it loved to sing , and the fishes loved its voice too . one day , the frog sang in the edge of lotus leaf , facing the clear water below . it could see itself ; a small creature with BALD HEAD ?? panicly , the frog asked everyone it knew to help it having hair .

"hey birds," he asked some birds landing on the edge of the lake, "do you know how to have my head haired ?"

the birds laughed and flew leaving it desperate .

the frog then asked dragonflies, "hey little friends ! do you know how to have my head haired ?"

the dragonflies just flew around and made 'bzzzt' sound .

poor old frog , it sat down on the lotus and sang sadly .

the fishes wanted to know what had made the old frog sad . they swam nearly the old frog and asking why .

"i'm bald," the old frog answered shyly . "but i wanna have my head haired ."

the fishes wanted to laugh , but when they saw the frog , they shut up . one of the fish had an idea .

"why don't you use the wig ?"

"wig ?" replied the frog .

"yes , fake hair that makes you have hair !"

a smile rised in the old frog's face .

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

the day after and until now , the frog never sad anymore . it had hair now―blonde wig !

――FIN――



© el enma

just an ordinary day ~~ :)

well , 'nice' el enma come back to her dark side :P

absent from sport festival today , i prefer to sleep all day long , talking on phone , and downloading songs .
XD

yup yup , nothing's interesting at school these days .
no lessons , no games , no gossips , no business ..
DAMN !!
how can i live if school is THAT boring ??
phew ~~

i haven't continue my 'MUSIC BOX' either .
still perfectly put in my school bag .
i wonder when i will continue the story ><

ah !
remember something !
tomorrow i'll watch NEW MOON-TWILIGHT SAGA with Priska and Regina !
have waited for it since i was in exam !
XDDD

well well , gotta stop it here !

つづく ～～♥

-xoxo-

♥ エル えんま ♥

my fave song

title : breakaway
singer : kelly clarkson


da da da da da n da

da da da da da n da

da da da da da da da

[2x]


grew up in a small town

and when the rain would fall down

i just stared on my window

dreaming of what could be

and if I ended up happy

I would pray


trying hard to reach out

but when I tried to speak up

felt like no one could hear me

wanted to belong here

but something felt so wrong here

so I pray

I could breakaway


# I spread my wings and I learn how to fly

I'll do what it takes 'till I touch the sky

make a wish , make a change , take a chance

and breakaway


da da da da da n da

da da da da da n da

da da da da da da da


wanna feel the warm breeze

sleep under the palm tree

feel the rush of the ocean

getting on a fast train

travel on a jet plane

far away

and breakaway


# I'll spread my wings and I learn how to fly

but I won't forget the place I come from

make a wish , make a change , take a chance

and breakaway


building with the hundred floors

swinging out revolving doors

maybe I don't where they take me , but

gotta keep movin' on , movin' on

fly away

breakaway


# I'll spread my wings and learn how to fly

though it's not easy to tell you good bye

I gotta make a wish , make a change , take a chance

and breakaway


up on the darkness and into the sun

but I won't forget all the one that I love

gotta make a wish , make a change , take a chance

and breakaway

breakaway

breakaway


~#*&*#~

fanfic : I Just Want U By My Side 9

Title : I Just Want U by My Side

Chapter : 9 of sekian~

Genre : Drama , Romantic

Rating : PG13+ [genre fav saia ~ :D]

Author : Judith El Enma Ai

Cast :
Aiichi
Ichimoku Ren
Ai-chan
Hone
Madara
n many more ~
:D

Pairing : AiichiXRen, Ai-chanXMadara

==================

Karena itu, hari ini aku dan Ren berjanji untuk bertemu di taman depan sekolah untuk pergi bersama-sama. Kencan? Ya!!

Semalam suntuk aku tidak bisa tidur. Aku mencoba segala macam masker dan lulur milik Mami Hone yang katanya bisa membuat kulit halus dan bercahaya. Bahkan aku sampai mengeramasi rambut hitamku yang tergerai halus sampai ke siku sebanyak lima kali. Sungguh tindakan yang bodoh, karena semua hal yang kulakukan tidak ada gunanya. Aku tetaplah Shirayama Aiichi yang biasa-biasa saja. Tidak cantik. Tidak menawan. Aku berbeda dari Mami Hone yang selalu tampil modis dan gaya. Mami memang cantik. *hei Nade , jgn GR y !! :p*

Karena sudah tidak tahu lagi apa yang harus kuperbuat, aku menelpon Ai-chan yang kupikir sudah cukup berpengalaman dalam berdandan untuk kencan. Bersyukurlah hari ini hari Sabtu dan Ai-chan diizinkan main ke rumahku. Ia tidak ada jadwal kencan hari ini. Madara sedang sakit sehingga tidak bisa pergi ke Sapporo untuk menemani Ai-chan. Biasanya Madara nekat pulang-pergi Nara-Hokkaido dalam dua hari hanya untuk bertemu Ai-chan.

Pertama-tama Ai-chan menggeledah lemariku. Lemariku cukup kosong untuk ukuran seorang remaja cewek. Isinya hanya setumpuk T-shirt yang membosankan dan beberapa celana jeans panjang. Aku memang jarang bepergian.

Ai-chan mendengus ketika selesai membongkar lemariku.

"Kalau kau pergi berkencan dengan Ren memakai baju-baju ini, bisa-bisa Ren berpaling pada Kanna!"

Aku mendesah. "Jadi aku harus pakai baju apa?"

Tangan Ai-chan dengan cekatan membongkar tasnya yang besar. Aku menatapnya kebingungan.

"Sudah kuduga pasti tidak ada yang bisa kau gunakan dari lemarimu." Ai-chan mengeluarkan sesuatu dan membentangkannya tepat di depan mukaku. "TADAAA!!! Pakai ini dan Ren tidak akan melirik Kanna!"

Kedua mataku menatap benda yang diacungkan Ai-chan dengan terbelalak. Kamisol!

Kamisol itu berwarna hitam dengan pita kuning kecil di tengah bagian atasnya. Modelnya sangat manis. Tapi sepertinya... ehm... agak terlalu...

"Terlalu terbu--" Ai-chan langsung melemparkan kamisol itu ke mukaku.

"Cepat pakai!" perintahnya galak dan buru-buru aku masuk ke kamar mandi untuk berganti pakaian.

Begitu aku keluar kamar mandi, kulihat Ai-chan tersenyum lebar.

"Pas sekali!" Ai-chan menarik tanganku. "Sekarang pakai ini!" Ia mengangsurkan celana jeans yang sangat pendek padaku.

"Tapi..." Aku hendak protes tapi Ai-chan keburu mendorongku ke kamar mandi.

"Cepat!"

Setelah itu aku benar-benar menjadi kelinci percobaan Ai-chan dengan segala peralatan anehnya.
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Ren sudah berulang kali mencoba menghubungi ponselku. Hal itu kuketahui setelah melihat daftar missed call yang tertera pada ponsel lipat putihku. Jumlahnya tidak tanggung-tanggung : tiga puluh lima missed call!

Oke, aku tahu aku sudah sangat terlambat, dan ini semua gara-gara kesalahan make up-stylish sekaligus 'sahabat'ku, Moria Ai alias Ai-chan.

Setelah berkali-kali mendempul kulit wajahku dengan bedak putih yang menjadikanku beda-beda tipis dengan para geisha, sempat-sempatnya Ai-chan mengatakan bahwa ia merasa aneh dengan riasanku, lalu memutuskan untuk mengulang riasanku!! Bisa kalian bayangkan betapa gondoknya aku terhadap make up-stylish yang satu ini!

Gagal enam kali dalam meriasku sebagai funky girl, akhirnya Ai-chan menyerah dan MENGHAPUS LAGI SEMUA PARTIKEL ZAT KIMIA BERNAMA KOSMETIK ITU. Gila.

Tak tahan melihat raut wajahnya yang depresi, aku menyarankan bahwa aku memang lebih cocok mengenakan make up natural. Tanpa ba-bi-bu lagi, ia langsung membenahi wajahku yang sudah berkeringat, dan, VOILA! Wajahku berubah menjadi wajah-wajah cewek-cewek kawaii yang sering muncul di cover majalah-majalah remaja.

"Kenapa tidak menyarankan dari tadi?" Ai-chan menghapus keringat yang menetes dari dahinya yang tertutup poni.
Tidak bilang DARI TADI??? Rasanya aku hampir meledak dalam emosi mendengar kata-katanya. Aku sudah mencoba bicara---setidaknya sepuluh kali, dan sepuluh kali pula aku dianggap angin lalu.

Benar-benar...

Kutatap bayangan yang terpantul di cermin yang berada di hadapanku. Ok, I'm ready!
==================>to be continued

I'M BACK !!

huwaaaa ~~
long time not writing in this blog !
*mwach*

i'm totally off from study , at least a month soon―YESSSS !! ~

よかった ね ！！！
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

now i'm so HAPPY !!
u know , i'm in love with on of my close friend , a FUNNY BOY !!!
♥♥
i'm REALLY love him .
i hope him happy all the time , though i'll be sad n hurt ~

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

test oh test ~~

tomorrow i'm gonna have chemistry and civics exam ~
lazy to study !
*throw away book in my hand*

humm ~
test oh test ~

i will hardly meet Pii-kun :(
i don't even know which class he's in :((

really hope these exams finish soon !!
XD

-あい河 れいか-