about my name

my parents gave me a name 15 years ago .
the name i hate so much .
the name i wish i do not own .

why ?

u might think i'm crazy , but i really hate it .

first , that name means 'something to be proud of' .
and i'm suck , that name doesn't suit me―or I DON'T SUIT IT .

2nd , there's a girl in my class has that name too .
she's 8 months older , and everyone compares me to her .
her beauty , smartness , n so on ~

see ?
I HATE MY NAME !