uh , again and again ~

i'm disappointed , really disappointed .
i still can't believe .
AM I THAT UGLY SO PEOPLE HATE ME ??

wow .

cool , I thought that in the end , i got a friend that really understands me .
I thought .
my stupid thought .

then , see !
who is the person who said that she'll back me up ?
she hates me so much !!
geez , i should have known from long long long time ago .
no one loves me for who I am .
they get closer to me because they want something from me .
ALWAYS .

how if I can't give 'em what they want ?
how if I can't satisfied 'em ?
how if I'm useless ?

they must be kick me and shout at me , "DIE YOU , JERK !!"

maybe I should disappear from this world where I'm not belong to .
I'm a loser .
no one needs me .

hufft ~
:((